So as I was mentioning in my earlier post, I decided to start making a little bit of money for myself. It’s not like we need it to survive, it’s more for the sake of keeping my sanity. At the moment I am a stay-at-home mom, and my main priority is taking care of my family. My daily tasks are housekeeping, cooking, taking care of my daughter and keeping husband happy. But the longer I do it, the more I realize, that my mind is starting to go numb. I am realizing I have no game in my life. It’s not like I wake up in the morning and go, oh goody, I get to scrub the tub today and do a load of whites! Admit it, it’s not terribly exciting.
Obviously, I could always go back to a full-time job. Except that in couple of months we are expecting a son. I would feel terribly guilty dropping an infant at the daycare just so I can keep my life exciting. It would be selfish. I want to keep my son at home until he’s at least a year and half. And even then, I am not sure if I could leave my kids at the daycare for a full day.
So what a mommy to do?